I am alive!
I miss you and writing with you as well as just popping by for a quick chat. Discord has been a major butt, and I have been too thin skinned to deal with social media on top of life.
I have never handled death well and the loss of friends and family both online and off are just sometimes too painful to face on top of daily struggles.
That doesn't mean I don't think of all of you often; I keep you in my thoughts, prayers and heart even if I'm quiet. When I actually catch someone reaching out to me, it touches me deeply and helps keep me moving forward.
I wish all of you a New Year filled with love, good health and replete with all that gives you joy.
You can most likely continue to reach me at
elessaria@aol.com and I will do my best to respond. I'm sorry for being a sucky friend, but isolation and retreating is my coping mechanism - good or bad.
Keep writing, keep making memories...keep making magic. I'll hopefully rejoin you soon.
<3
~T
And then one day,
One magic day he passed my way.
And while we spoke of many things,
Fools and kings,
This he said to me,
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"
-Ahbez Eden