A Survivor's Diary — Day 41
Posted: Thu Oct 03, 2024 12:50 pm
Eva's Diary — Day 41 in Rhy'Din
Tonight, the Red Dragon Inn buzzed with its usual noise—laughter, drunken boasts, and glasses clinking in time with the beat of lives crashing into one another. I sat at the bar, sipping water from a chipped glass, letting the warmth of the room sink into my bones. For once, I almost felt like I belonged here. Almost. I let my guard down, just a little, allowed myself to pretend I could be like everyone else—just another face in the crowd, no past, no baggage. But even as I tried to convince myself, my eyes kept scanning the room, my ears picking up every word, every whisper. It's in my blood to stay sharp, even when I don't want to.
It was peaceful enough. Until he showed up.
He didn’t ask for attention—he commanded it. Tall, built like a freight train, and his eyes... they saw right through me. The second he sat beside me, I knew it. Trouble had found me, again. It always does. I tried brushing him off, playing the game like I wasn’t bothered, but his voice cut through the noise, sharp and smooth like glass.
Hearing my name, hearing him speak the lies about what I’d left behind—it was like being yanked back to the Boneyard, back to Pittsburgh Prime. The weight of it all crushed down on me, and I could feel the world spinning out from under me. That damn screen... watching President Prime twist everything, turn my fight, my sisters, into something monstrous. He blamed us. Blamed me. And all I could see was the ruin of my home, the rubble where I once found a family.
I thought I had escaped. Thought Rhy’Din might be a new beginning. But no matter how far I run, the past won’t let me go.
The bounty hunter thought he could break me with a few words, with a twisted version of my past. But he has no idea who he's dealing with. I’ve been broken before. And every time, I’ve come back stronger.
When he flashed that device in my face, I nearly lost it. He thought dragging me back to my nightmares would make me go quietly. But I don’t run. Not anymore.
The fight came fast, and damn if I didn’t feel every old scar pulling tight. I’m not as fast as I used to be, not as strong, but I’m still here. Still standing. And every punch I landed reminded me of that. It wasn’t just about surviving anymore—it was about fighting back.
And then, she appeared. Like a force of nature, stepping between me and the hunter with a calm swagger that made me question if she was real. Flames flickered at her fingers, like she carried the same fire inside her that I do. Maybe she does. She fought like she had something to prove, and I wasn’t too proud to let her take the lead. Hell, I was too tired to argue.
When it was all over, and the bounty hunter was left bleeding on the floor, she looked at me like she already knew my story. Like she’d been there before, seen what I’d seen. “You’re just my type,” she said, before disappearing into the night. She might as well have walked out of one of Serenity’s stories, the kind where the hero shows up just when you need them most.
But I’m no hero.
Tonight was a reminder of that. The past isn’t done with me, and no matter how much I want to pretend I can start over, it’s still there—waiting to drag me back.
I’m not sure where this is going. But I know one thing: I’m not done fighting. Not yet.
— Eva